Sunday, July 8, 2007

Ive been home for a little over a week now and things are just ..... weird. I enjoy being home because I miss all my friends dearly but at the same time, I can't get over Australia. I can't belive that I'm home again because it feels so right, but at the same time, I felt ast if Sydney was my life. For the past 4 1/2 months, Sydney was my life. It wasn't just a vacation. I got accustomed to everything about it and it really sucked that I had to leave. I know a lot of people said that coming home would be coming home to the real world but what does that really mean? 4 1/2 months is a long time and its enough to become adjusted to some place completely different.
Moral of the story....I wish I didnt havent any life goals because at this point, I want the complete opposite of what I've wanted my whole life ... and I just don't know what to do ...